kids...the reason for persisting with 0 journey...
became different. I think many are born 0s..
and some become 0s : coz of drastically changing eco env.
Sure : in my case : it was 'caste' or 'origins' to banish me - useless etx
the underlying principal : is not caste : but people in power
...using anything and everything
: to remain in ancestral glory of money/power fame.
this googley story : needed to be told..
not coz of my personal story...
but a story of hard work : and how can it be undone ...
if you dont learn to fight
fights change shape ...
earlier dey were physical and quick..
now they are boring and elongated : but much sinister.
These googlies : all of dem : are traditionally rich : like pentidasses of casteism
like pentidasses : certain respect is accorded : they are assumed 'smart'..
and this 'smartness' gives dem a confidence and a bias : to make stupid moves
and stupid people : believing in them.
Gora peeps : dont understand ground realities in India.
People are savage for money : for middle class is big and majority.
Karan and Mitesh : dey might think dey were doing something 'new'..
but nothing of it was 'new'.
the overseas assignments : gave me a blank slate..
no 1 cared who and where i come from : as long as i can perform.
That is what makes : travel different.
a reset of 'biases'.
my bittersweet journey with 'India' ...is based on these observations.
I can create good products : if i stayed in any developed country.
a choice : which i denied myself for many years.
i have no reasons to be patriotic.
i just dont want to be a coward.