dear mommy veronica..

28 Aug 2025

dear mommy veronica..
i had an epiphany of sorts...
the reason for 'listening to you'..and keeping quiet for some time.

I think devil played a big game on my lessons..
i think you were the co-combined super charged version of veronicas...

looked amazing on paper.
sociopath in private : perfect in public.

addicted to partying
character changes with 'crowd'...
sane when alone : kewl sigma feminist for approval

toxic in 'breaks'..
with amazing upbringing in values.

none of the earlier veronicas : sold out cheap though...

thats what makes it different : dey dint steal my career or money.
u did.

that too : at google.
with super charged iphone55 which seems like nirodh / literacy mistake.

the stories are turning stale : u dint do anything 'extraordinary'..
just normal lack of empathy.

I think u chose : good.

I just want my career back...and thats what its all about.

i want you to understand reason of your 'stalking'...
..it is you : still thinking of me as 'option'...
coz i might earn some money : of page 3 kinds.

that story : is just boring : delusional : and hairy potterish.

i am too indian to believe and rely on hockus pockus..
we engineer : not a 2 bit cheap sales hussy out here.

but earlier veronicas were : nicer : good mothers over anything else.

the 'details' would come out : without 'novels'..
it is the nature of hyena gangs : u sell each other for dimes.

i dont have to do anything about it.

It is 'money' and some clout : all your kinds are attracted to it..
steal it : make it your own.

the conclusion of novel : season 5 : would wait coz of it..
fillers : are coming in
: dey aint pretty or bbc
: just money and people acting 'rich'.

not pretty stories which googlies want to be associated with.
..but dei selected by karan : the proud father : is different.

it got boring : so stating out in open...
page 3 stories told by close associates : much spicy.

take care 'mommy' : u just a baldie for me.
sour grapes and ll 🫠

further thoughts...

the beauty of it all...saving years of real life...
with your kinds : it takes years and lack of money...
to show the true nature.

i wanted a new start : not a new loop.