As i am composing this religion of choices : 1st draft..
some things become clear : u cant be a coward with yourselves to win.
this religion of choices : works when you are abolutely honest with you.
not with any1 else : just with u
the worst reasons : of you : and evey1 else..
u should be brave enough to : confront your 'choices' or lack of it.
it is religion of brave : not for cowards.
I am not making 'runners' here .
rooted in now : focussed on future..
with lessons of patterns in past.
coz past : make old mistakes : repeat with new souls.
the gestalt : works for the brave : else it looks 'delusional'.
further thoughts...
about how these people : form caste gangs in google?
absolutely jobless/skilless : need any advantage.
my college is full of desperate nobodies.
sure dey got marks : stable home and all that...
that 'entitlement' of cozy safe life : makes dem feel likey a luser.
a google job : becomes jealousy for dem : as only 2 of my knowns ended up in big tech : coz of muggary of marks.
those are the frustrated jealous peeps : i want to move away from..
cost of 'college' : is not just money : it all start dere.
those are the reasons for me hating or regretting - college..
it taught nothing : but dumbness and sheepness.
..it took more than it gave..
4 years : of nothing...a cost of social kinds : which i still pay for.
Thats why i dissociated with 'college' and 'genius' it produces.
I might end up their biggest produce : which dey cant claim.