off late : i ve been getting a lot of 'apologies'..
...it is not that i dont like apologies and people's feelings..
..i respect 'time' a bit too much...
there is a time for every 'choice'..
every choice : can seem intelligent and stupid..
if 'time' is right or wrong.
aplogies at wrong time...are a sort of toxic scar..
the frens : who apologize after a years..
just want a toxic association to 'continue'..
it is low iq hedging of sorts..
my past is dead : my past killed me : and i tried to do the same.
the 'war' is the past...
now is good. now creates future.
a 0 reset.
it has its own charms..
an impossible of yesterday..
becomes possible of today🙂