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Dear ModLits2a,
The definition of happiness - respect/ego and 'purpose'..
all becomes quantum : the reason for our spectacular twin flame blowouts.
Most amits' dont know it...
but you are bored of your 'prettyness'..
u know it since u were a kid..
u just dont see the 'pretty'...
sure : when the purpose it a party..u want a dancer amit..
when its dinners : u want a sophisticated amit..
and when u feel alone...
u want an 'ashish'...
Need and wants ...that what i am about..
and we have like N balding years to go about discovering it..
the regret : is not discovering it..
and just 'believing' in 'twin flame' love of quantum rubberband in time..
coz : unless 1 goes to a 0 journey..
we will still be teenage..
reliving it in different manners of age..
shallow as it ages.
I just had an 'advantage' of losing my face..
to see the savagery of it..
to know the real use of it..
why page 3 of india : has me 'pegged'..
waiting to be applauded by some father figure baldie..
who will eventually end up creating the othello moment ...
in his age given : wisdom : of knowing past = future..
painting his worst fears..as now..
and hence future.
I cant sell a dream to you...
coz we bear the cost of it - in time : money and amits/bettis.
lessons and choices : those still remain..
and guess what : they never stop coming..
keeps us 'alive' and 'longing' 😵💫
willing to go that extra mile...
a day more..a week...and years of it.
U have a path..i hope it meets where i stop...
i respected the path...still do..
but you have to start walking it..
it is homes and houses with amits and baldies..
but someday : it can be urs.
i think it would be 60s 🤣 ..
makes sense : kids would be hating on us by then..
and bodies too weak to do anything about it...
just ranting on strangers in park : thats where it goes..
happy in alone...
like now 😵💫 😘