Dear Modlits2s...
i know u always like surprises...
logic is not really a 'gift' for you ..
surprises - randomness ...has evolved beyond love for me..
i wanted to find the 'why' of it..
which really is 'unbelievable'...
till 1 fears the darkness inside..
i stayed away like a dog..coz my darkness was painted for me..
losing face : is a weird experience..
my eyesight or meaning of the 'matrix' - money, fame, veronicas etx..
dint change..
but the 'reaction' if them : my 0s ness
did change the the input and hence output of their neural net of me..
it was a weird experience..
i had the skills and time..and some drive ..
to earn it all back via money and career..
i started 'believing' in it : skills/hard work = man
i was sooo wrong 😆
coz 'tech' or komputers : as most baldies call it : is 'fashion'..
the real : is lands, familia - sooraj bharjhantiya system of bollywood control..
and 'respect' of 'tradition'
as they 'exploit' it : to satiate themselves : with 'age'.
This 0 journey : is not easy sweets..
and 0s : keep coming : they have to..
in some form and some humans = animals..
they use your 'pretiness' as love..
they look good with u..
thats just the 'comfort' of it..
the personal matrix of safety in nos and phonebook and 'laughs'
we are too old for it now..
and Kids : they are a different kind of love..
they grow : in needs and wants..
a unique plant : which needs its own uniqueness
...else we are just remaking spiderman..
i think : the real fight for parents : is what kind of 'home' - habitus..
they scar their kids with..
shield it or expose it..
at what 'time'?