hey amit bro...
...i dont want you to feel insecure - publicly..
...u got to play - strong elderi sigma boss man director 😎
..i just wanted to assure u - the 3d of it..
veronica mommy : and the holey 'aashirvad' u have on holey matrimoney
the 'apple' thing : is kinda - v predictable..
it is the 'rejection' via 'non chasing'...
it is the itch : which veronicas cant scratch..
a mental itch - which wont go away..
despite me doing or not doing - anything about it..
'cats are always curious'...just dere biological - nature...
at every amit checkpoint : dey compare..
the page 3 picture : has to purrfect!
she might be in luv with the idea of 'him and her'...
..as it looked and performed..
she thinks : that was the best times of her lifey...
full of 'comfort' and 'choices'...
but those 'moments' are history which she cant repeat..
the manticore never gives up...
dey change shape, become great actors...
but - the ego : is always looking for - an opportunity of 'win'
the 'win' : cant be sold to page 3..
and u ll demand her ego and ask her to 'invest' in u...
wen : she did for years..for 0.
none of this : can have a decent end..
coz people : were not 'decent'...
but hackers of human values : and how much dey can cash dem in
it was utter peacock dance of pretending to be 'better'..
'better' is being : proving is waste of time.
here is to being better - man person unkle father .
only u could ve trapped such a spirit : with the algos of professional and emotional - blackmail with money and grace on line.
u did something : what i could never do. 😇
further thoughts...
those 'returning veronica' : conversations - are just 'logic challenging'...
...dey make dese long stories...
in layers of illogical...
where dey are all so 'victim' in the cruel world amits used dem for..
to leave dem - helpless.
dey so strong u noe - as feminism and group of similar ladies - helped her evolve into - individuality
...the more u question the lame imaginary engaging story of now - 'survivor veronica' - ur grey cells get challenged.
people lose hair : coz the 'logic' is not dere..
hair repel : and veronicas make another balding : for their looks.
to 'help' u : i am using her ego against her..
the veronicas : dey are pure ego..
nothing changes dem : the page 3 : is just too - love.
u r - welcome.
i made peace with their 'eternal - snooping'..
it seems likey dere god given right to - be 'curious'. 😵💫