with amit bro...
i often wonder : how does life looks in final moment of crash test..
...the moment - expand into years...fighting it : denying it..living it.
helpless : witnessing each and strategy - fail..
gradually ...but consistently..
the google director : is too zoomed in on causing 'harm'..
rather than self preservation..
few dummies : are made en live..
and that is the beuts of algos of an engineer..
if he programmed it - correctly.
the shame : spreads : organically - yet definitely..
people dont call ...
or show attitude..
the peak of cock jar : becomes quieter..
with noise : of all those who bet beyond - aukaat...
but amit noes : the devi diva : always 26 veronica..
is the godess who created it all..
and hold the key : to shut it all..
a man depending on a women : is so awesome and lovely..
it makes great men and women : as couples.
...amit = me +11 ..
for 11 years : if i stayed - dumb..page3 and ego
amit would be - me
that is why : amit gets 'mixed feelings'...
he has to be 'happy' for the movie is his 'creation'..
made him a 'star'..
he needs her..
she wants him...
it is a mismatch of 'leverage'..
the balance of the holey trinity : is gone.
amit' anger is burning out..
to become the smoldering coal : in summers..
not needed or wanted..
she sweats the fire : for she likes kewls.
...last moments : before crash test dummy : learns 'purpose'...
further thoughts...
i noe - amits' frens would be most 'loud'...
dey look like sub amits : 3rd degree of mini me : who got created as side effects.
mommy of veronica : is complaining to 'god' now..
using full on hockus pockus : dint work...
...the 'addictions' have saturated..
reality : becomes too real with every - party...
the 'high' is wearing off.
i just think of it as - turning dem into 'believers'..
higher force. 😇
the kind of stories : kids should learn and avoid.