dear 'past'...
..wen i started this 0 journey...
...i am pretty sure : u all were : celebrating....
and cheering each other : to have successfully 'won' a piece of my skin..
some got portion of inheritance..
some got 'kicks' : the name/surname - identity : and 'proving' dem 'better'...
and finally having the 'money' : to live like it.
i was dere before..
den : i dint have 'face', 'title', career or even - money.
that is hoe this hole thing - started.
this was not new to me, but i can understand - hoe google title, and 'money' : makes u behave and believe.
the 18 months of 'silence' : broken, depressed, jigilo boi : who 'earns' by L0...
...i kinda became 'aware' of the 'gossip'...
considering : hoe 'intelligent' dese idiot middkle klass 33 iq neo-biharis : felt.
it was not about me 'ego'..
for that - it was predictable..
get a job - by hook/crook..
get a veronica : coz of 'above'..
get a suv : and den go to - courts/influence of it all..
years : of rebuilding the old : in new : but : same in purpose..
middkle klass - pea cock roach jar.
the thing - which u lived off as 'win'..
the beuts of this cold, engineered, algo - was on debugs of you..
hence - it just became an L0, L1 debug.
google : white boi masonic x indix puppies..
as long as eat poop sleep travel hore with page 3 kudos : was society rich.
i dint want to deal - with any of it..
..and yet : prove ur 'aukaat' beyond - doubts.
i dont care about that white boi googley easy horey - money...
that brand : would bend..
and u ll : would be broken : for lifetimes.
it is the 'karma' and 'dharma'.
it is kewl : is it 'happy' : it has a higher purpose : not decided by 'approval'
i am quite happy : me proud of mee fathers..as mee kids and dogs would be
and no money : can change that.
stay in past : dont come back : hore that remaining away too : if u can.
i dont 'value' : any of it.
noe : ur middkle klass 'frens' : already spilling ur 'great-ness'.