devi mommie veronica..
...u believed : 'secrets' were your 'leverage'...
silence : was your weapon..
we 'quantum'...that is how this hole thing - started..
...u might wonder...
wen i debugged u...
it was not a 1 day thing...
it shifted and turned : likey your moods and feelings...
the 'end' : was me thinking...
we were better as - colleagues..
and if someday : years...
we might be able to 'talk' and laugh about it..
but den - that was me being delusional...
i dont consider - money : as a 'thing'...
for life of me : it never helped me...
and u lived/talked 'rich'...
so i 'assumed' : that is the same for u...
but that was abosultely - rong..
money : was your religion : in different forms of it..
the 'attraction' to addictions..
the weekend alkuhul binge with ur catty - frens..
and the holey choice of 'men'..
the biharis : u thoth - 'challenged me' 🤣
that pwc bihari..
or the boss ...
or the general - bihari superiority : all around..
cant speak a sentence in pure hindi/english..
with confidence..
yet : dey were 'man' of your - 'choice'
i ve been compared before : but never to such - middkle klass..
i dint mind : coz it was over before it started..
your curiosity : about me salary, inheritance and familia..
only : made is 'sure'...
and the breadcumming with leo algos..
were so - lame...and degrading in 40s..
it was just the general - 'environment'..
seniles as bosses
horing as skill..
and spy/ops for 'google advantage'..
just too low brow and 5% 'men'...
i had a point to prove..
a religion to make ..
and a home to find.
hidden from your kinds..
coz i realized : happy comes from 'inside'.
i am not ur savior : ur bosses r.
trust dem : likey u always did : do = loop.
the tears ; they are routine too...
but u noe better ...
tell others : not mee ...
u deleted me : and i want u to live that -