zee kids...
i noe hoe it must be looking...reading dem delusional 'posts'.. 🤣 ..
...actually : i have done this '0' think so many times...
...i think i became an unkle of it - rebooting and making it from 0...
this time : i wanted to share it with you all..
coz : in all dem 'experiences'...sound scary..
domains, companies, languages and different - stories ..
my thing and think : was always debugging - fear..
it is good to have 'fear'...
and observe the 'loop' of it..
as you go thru : different challenges of dem...
i think that is the thing about 'purpose'..
i was so convinced : i dont have a purpose..
and best i could do - was to foster - dogs..
//which i ll still do..
but that 'quest' : became something of self discovery..
and lots of debugs..
the path : wasnt linear in terms of money/impact/effort etx..
but the purpose : was something - different..
it changes and evolves..
and even noe : i dont noe half of it..
just 'enough'..
u ll get what u need..
...coz u dont really noe : what u 'want'...
further thoughts...
the thing about 'fear' which i could not debug..
why few peeps : always evoked 'fear' in me..
my english teacher : was 1 of dem..
in hindsight : all of my teachers : evoked fear in me..
not by words : but something - different - invisible - delusional 😵💫