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it is weird...hoe simple few things become - in hindsight..
...i think i debugged the cockroach jar....years ago....
...and i began - distancing myself : from my 'past'....
it became clear : hoe shallow it was..
most of my - frens familia..were interested in my - fathers' inheritance..
the house : which became bane of my existence..
made it impossible : to distinguish it from my own - identity.
it became easier for dem : to 'base' every effort of mine..
into 'comfort' of identity of 'inheritance'.
moving to neo bihar2 - noida..
starting 'new' again - from 0..
a 0 job, a rented house..
and a kid ...
shattered their idea of - flukky, lucky, money made - life..
wen i could ve traded my 'inheritance'
... for any of the 'offers' to work in any other - countries/places...
...and dey were aware about - my ample - career - choices - global..
that is the darkness of cockroach jar..
dey use 'emotion' : to keep you close...
but use 'excuses' : to make demselves - justified, logical.
it is page 3 world...which feeds on page 3 happy..
while refusing the darkness inside.
darkness : which is festered by resentment and envy of hard work..
unable to be matched by easy/laxy people.
google job : was dere last 'game'..
to make demselves feel better - their holey middkle klass lifeys..
and no excuses of 0 failure lives.
google was not even 'start' of mee - career..
it was rebirth..for mee engineer..
it is weird to see - so many famed idiots - glorified as 'genius'..
i thoth huggies was binoda' mistake..
but it is a global - phenomena..
branding - projection - page 3 self promoting cock jar..
-> success of middkle klass.
i guess that is the debug : which lizards ran on humanity as a hole..
our cockroach jars : are a work of 'art'..
which hacks democracy, equality, social and religions..
to make a moloch of society : which feeds on new ideas..
while pushing itself to reliance on few 1% : who are beyond reach in their mind..
and beyond reforms..
the cockroach jar of association is what dey have..
and what dey can climb and consume in their eat poop sleep lifeys.
the beuts is the simple sybols of it
✝️ - white : upper brain bias
➕ - yellow : mindless producers of fems/males : in 'balance'
𐕣 - green : lead by lower minds and intents : physical satiation
notice the size of 'female' or horizontal lines
dey are not 'equal' in white, green religions..
dey are not meant to be
anyways : i think the debug into darkness since 30 years..
has lead to quite some : linear debugging algos..
some organised thoths and pipeline for self debugs.
it is quite simple and logical.
i think 'son' and 'sun' : would be proud.
the god and dog : aligned in purpose.
further thoughts...
it think dem debugs of middkle klass..
are already the 'proud' work of mee - yet..
rest is just - few scripts and 'engineering'
tx 🙏
in a weird way - it should answer 'sustainability'..for any - 0..
it is not much - food, shelter, water etx..
the problem is 'wants' = 'needs'..
when all of dem arise from - page 3 : news, bolly/holly, insta and other mindless psy/ops of happy.