zee past...
i noe u all feel : let down...
...only if u would ve noen : u would ve been - 'nicer' 🤣
some of u : blame me for being - weird..
and many of u : think i have a 'favor' from god.
i think - u r going delusional with 'time'..
i want to discuss : all ur cribs and complaints ..
..so i dont get to - waste time on u - anymore...
about 'nice'...
..it is not money which makes people - nice..
nice is what u do : wen nobody is watchin..
and 'this' is ur 'nice'..
thinking ur 'luser' nobody likies - meant anything here..
about being 'weird' or 'gifted' ....
surely : it dint seem likey that for 3 decades of it..
...it is a lot of 'time'...to not see - anything..
beyond jealousy and compete..
...and those 'copes' : force u to make - excuses..
about 'favor from god'...
i think every1 has favor from god..
...i think we lose it with kind of 'choices' we make..
i made mine - being luser and worthless..
was the 'choice' i was forced to make...
coz the 'non bendy' thing..
it is 'me'...as far as i can remember : even as kids...
i never disrespected the 'privelege' of inner voice..
or listening to it - testing it..
i tuned in resonance with it..
while u muted it out : with page 3 drama of 'nice'.
dere is nothing hidden from god or the devil..
we are in their playground..
u switched - teams for glamor, money, j and compete..
now : makes a great 'time' ... to discuss and dispel ur 'copes'..
still -money or fame : is of no interest to me..
yet : i have a purpose..
a purpose : which is quite near to be - fulfilled.
anyways : that was for ur - mental 'satisfaction'..
but ur 'mind' is always aping - happiness of others.
maybie : u do - all 'that'..
coz u never learned - happiness?
or purpose?
i really dont noe..i dont specialize in sick peeps..
i specialize in identifying the pattern of ur kinds..
u are L1 hyenas..
who fear L0 ...and are too coward, lazy and subserviant ..
to raise to L2 or even attempt it..
the public embarrasement : is your 'hell'..
it is all hollow mugged up gyaan..
and needy page 3 parties up dere..
it is all a recursive metaverse of self promotion and appreciation..
which u all create..sorted by age..
compared by 'size' and 'cars'..
i hope : it makes sense to 'rest'..
coz : u are a masterpiece - of satan....ruled by saturn..
coz debt runs ur lives..
in emis'
in karma..
leaving no shot - at 'dharma'.
...
i noe it is all rage and hate in dere..
but trying to keep it - 'nice' for page 3 u noe
ur - fav stage. 🙏
further thoughts...
it is that same 'inner voice'..
which made - cut u 'off'...with 0 money or ducks..
..it is more of spidey sense noe...
it told me : dem delusional with no remorse.. 😵💫
yes - i used all dem - rude words..
but 'true' words..
sure not 'nice'...but 'true'..
i coder goes for precision and logic..
not for fruity - bleh blah ..
.......i dont have to code java anymore u noe 😝