zee baldies...
i ve figured out quite - lazy ways to ...'work'...
..i ve acknowledged : i might have - adhd ..
or the thing i call - repellious nature to - 'boring'...
so here is what i did..for now..
a day to 'work' - in code and 'projects'...
...and a day ... to discuss the lame-ness ..
which makes me - delusional/adhd and stuff...
the way i see it..
dere is a balance to be - maintained..
dere is logic..
and dere is 'feels'..via religion/ego and balding- titles, old / new money..
and the 5 footiya insecure napolean complex 33 degrees of it..
global - everywhere..
i have to maintain a - balance..
break the will : by logic and word of it..
and use the 'time' - nicely.
none of this ...is 'new'..
it is just hoe we : define 'values' or 'us'.
a lot of it - is in the 'name'.
ram x ram