u noe baldies...
...somewhere in between ...
...i thoth : i will make u : correct your mistakes..
by your duties of it..
by your page 3 of it...
by your - legacy of it....
den i realized the darkness of your souls..
the insecurity : which caused this all...
that was the hard choice : which i made..
to tap into your insecurities : your choices...
i am still quite in awe of doing all this : with you - watchin.
for me : it proves itselves : words + time = results : aukaat..
which made me realize a few more things : the scale of it..
sure i come from 0 : so most things : are 'wins' for me..
the success of my professional lifey : were grounded i failures of my familia..
but ...there would be many of my kind : which get 'scared' of your elaborate - social kewls - tricks.
den it became a algo of scale ..
big risks : big rewards : game...
the best part about it : is the money of it..
the 1 thing : which is your true veronica : for all the hollow creds u brag off..
the only thing : which makes u a 'winner' - 9-9 sucker of 'ideal' kinds.
knowing what the world of white boi progress had in store..
i had 'time'.
your helplessness : is only going to turn more 'bitter'..
alone and secluded : delusional as society calls dem..
it is all product of your ego : years of it...
...and it is only going to get worse : coz of same 'ego'.
ego : which is worthless : wen not reflected from others...
yet : likey a veronica in teens : your 'choice' is not dere..
it is decided : u ll still do what u have been doing for last few years..
wag to the white boi...resist change..
and become a rat layered in charcoal in any middkle klass road of india.
thats ; some 'mentorship'.
further thoughts...
we always 'optimising' baldies..
critical mass was reached a year back..
den i realized - 'time' is mah 'fren' now..
...and your 'ego' : tool of mine...
i had to taquiyya bit of 'suffering'.. to keep that 'hope' alive ; u noe..
i cared 🤣
had to learn the 'killer instinct' thing from leo manticores..
sort of awesome : wen blended with logic, age and patience.