s5,e18 : veronicas' 'twin flame' : beliefs..
there are some things : unique to 'veronica' collection of mine..dey all named - 'prayers'..
or associated with purity of it - hope is what dey all 'create'..
a diya cannot ever lose hope..
thats is the hack and hard realization of it..
for a name like that ... it is inbuilt.
and so is the hope function - inbuilt into the soul..
now : she thinks : twin flame is absolutely - 'real'..
and she got it : wrong.
after few 4 years of the 'event'..
diya is delusional and glowing with a 'hope'..
and such is the dichotomy of 'hope'..
the rarer it is : the more impossible it would be ...
it is impossible : for diya 's hopes to ever come true..
that is my impossible.
what is her impossible ?
she ll have to ask multiple fathers of hers?
or she ll 'know'?
for ashish : his name is 'gift'..
gift : is relative : time is illusion..
and gifts are 'personalized'...
what made those 'glorious' choices...
and aktanwar.exit(-N) : wasnt that the 'win'?
why is amit_kumar.exit(-N) : looking like the 'win'?
are u even : human?
further thoughts...
its called 'devi' : self appointed kalki devi for 0..
so in mommys grand global delusions : this was the grand plan..
and the holy end of it all it : new fem sita mata ji : would get a grand walk into sunset with a simple - i shorrie with black big crow eyes. 🥹
yes i so bollywood for that. 😁
dark mode aint so nice in the feminist debug mode...
i so apology for that...and i did survive the 'holy sacrifise' of hockus pockus...
...if : the 'i can feel i can read your thoths'...was real..
den : it was 'real' no?
maybe : thats a general empath thing?
maybe : nothing so special about it..
maybe : it is the capability : which few peeps already have and dont share?
lots of 'choices' here 🙂
i think of it - as 'balance'..
i was 'delusional' for few years..
...and now i seem : saner..relatable etx..
the opposite : balance..
it takes a toll : for 'love' is price-less 🥰
or the 'darker' choice...a belief..
the L-1 : belief...constantine version of it..
we souls entangled in 'time'...life is an illusion for us..
we drive each other to ends of us : for that is our holy divine purpose 💕
...in those 'logic' terms sweetie : next life is a better chance..
maybe u survive my turn of it ...this lifey timey..
and next : is 'normal'. 😇