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dearie frens familia...
the kind of 'hope' we have : was -ve infinity..
and let me share some 'insights' into the 'realization'..
in 2k : i was working at half capacity of me..
den in 3 years : lost all my fathers ..
so : even 'ground' was gone.
so i did what i do : earned more than any1 around..
and i succeded : to make your 'dreams' come true : influence and association..
money flowed with invites and opportunities : which i did share..
for i thoth : this was purpose of 'life'..
my happiness : was always silence and gadgets.
for 20 years : i bored your listeless middle klass lives..trying to compete with me..
for what : i dont even know : it was just 'skills' which i wanted to get ...
but i guess : u thoth of it as an ugly guy finding cope in work.
it wasnt that - ever..
my love for tech : predates me even making my friend..
it was always tech : video games were part of it..
the thing about tech : it forces logic...
money is logic..
when all of your 'function' is just form of 'money'...
den : u all were : liability..
so was the book : which made me 'believe' in 'religion'.
there is no 'association' ever
: i would rather sacrifise everything : if it comes with an iota of u.
thats the will and the word : i hate u.
further thoughts...
thats just realizing and accepting : i am last of my kind..
and when u know it : it becomes absolutely clear : who needs who..
and who wants who.