so karan/mitesh : that is how u became and stay - leaders.

so karan/mitesh : that is how u became and stay - leaders.
..and that is why ...i am going to solve for 'money'..
money is the final decider of it all : the chatty useless middle klass of us..

the frens/collegues/familia :...those are the peeps : u do it for..
to get their approval and respect...

there is a balance at play here...
it is weirdly balanced by my identites..
on which your hole career of old : balances.

aktanwar : was the googley identity : which earned and dogged for ur kinds.

ashish ram : is the identity : which doesnt care : of age/gender and outcomes.

it is the value system of both the different programs
ram : gave up religion..
and that seems to 'fair' the scales..

more that the fair skinned : googlers.

i am not seeking their approval..or any1 elses'

I realized : if i made men of seniority : do this kuk dance : everywhere..
den : i have to claim 'man'..
redefine it : to my limits...
coz : i havent seen any : off late : just baldies : doing the balding.

the mommy 'shield' : that wont save u now.

1 lie : which made u 'win'..

few books : which make u lose for life..
breaks the spirit..
stamps the hole 'surname' : kuk brand.

thats is the kind of impact i am engineering for.

men likey u : cant even touch this 'bar'..
for white man define 'good boi' for u..

i am about 'curing' that white boi : of superiority curse..
and den : u run...any corner of world..i will have time and 'means' to chase..
and play.

be ready.

further thoughts...

inform that telcom vinoda also ...
i love seeing him : scared.
4.11" of small ... looks literal with 'brain' and 'aukaat'.

he was just too kuk with puppy face : to have asked for it..
but 'darkness' of it : is quite visible : the small hyena : would 'feature' in the telco stuff too : why i could not make it earlier ... it was the 'mentorship.

making u feel 'small' and 'ugly' - worthless/impactless..
is the prime part of 'season 5'...
best part : all of it is 'public'..
no excuses : just engineering and how i present it is done.
like a man would do : not 'inspire' like a balding veronica.