dearie veronicas..
it is not the 'nice-ness' of it..
it is the paradox of it...
i have to be 'nice' : to be employable..
team worthy etx..
basically 'respect' ..
and den : u stretch that respect : likey a rubber band..
nice : is good..
but 3d : is 'power' influence and feminism things..
den : u 'want' : power...
those : ur priorities : absolutely 'fair' and logical.
for me : i see constraints ...
a contradiction : a paradox..
if i play 'this' side of me..
den : i wont be 'nice'...
so no 'win'..
and if i am 'this'..
den i am not 'nice'..
so no win.
it is that damm ear and that father figure 'judge boi toi 55 iphone gpu'..
and council of achievers : for those "choices" with your own known..
proven : iit logic genius of kewls of engineering..
with 40s : do u really like spine challenged pill popping softies..
challenging their backs of soft cushions?
dere is no logical winning with you ...
anyways ; it was likey teens : amit must ve done age++ of same homely env..
genius boi 98...
and den dey say 'nice bois finish last'..
further thoughts...
sweets : i am doing some mario likey plumbing in reals these days..
likey : kid safe and colors thing..
it requires dealing with real ugly yet necessary physics of drainage pipe : bonding materials and how dey age..
metal x pvc bonding and techs..
..it is not really 'romanchik' page 3 stuff..
it is a fathere thing of klassical kinds : making washrooms for design kicks of it : age and maintenance done with less load on ancient struct of walls.