travel : sounds simple ... right..
it is ... but is is how u think of travel..
being a 0 most of my life...
i had to factor in food, water, clothes..
all sorts of things ... for my purposes and leisure...
it becomes an art..
which starts from 'wants' to 'needs'...
at some point : you have to become 'optimal'..
optimal is understanding of what u need and what u can get..
when u 'want' it..
it starts with 'things'...
but alienation or work travel : does weird things to you..
sure u miss : home...
but den : if your home was never a home..
a hotel room and an empty city : looks like home..
feels better than a home..
travel looks home..
it feels life : happy faces all around..busy..
there is no page 3 in these travels : just reality of it..
and an understanding of 0s there..
how people treat each other and their 'intents' of it..
if travel becomes 'home' ..
or was the best feeling u ever had..
it says something...
about you and your happiness..
for me : home became a feeling and knowing..
what and who makes it.
travel, photus, stuff : i lost it all in the old houses..
but i learned - home.