hey baldies...
i cannot ever go over...how we spent our time..
in those 18 months of silence..seclusion : perceived 'failure'..
my quest was 'layered'..
L0 : is money in urban wolfie-ness...
Why : i was able to make money..
why i landed up there ..
why i got 'defeated'..
those were few 'capitalistic' questions..
different ways of asking a rather simple question of 'value'..
what is my 'value' to the 'world'..
to the people : who do nothing : yet end up 'owning' it..my work/money..
yet : waste it : by ignorance and fears : for kudos and page 3..
value: how i need to create it..
how to handle 'money' off it..
and how to 'use' it : as motivation...
coz my austerity : or 0 origins of 'life'..
did become a bottleneck in 'plans' : earlier..
it was all layers ..
hence a religion by an 'engineer'..
your hockus pockus or 'wishes' of 'grace'..
too late : too 5 footiya : to small..
it is the 'time' and choices..
dey make u small..
i just handle page 3 of it..