dear badlies ...every saturday ... it became a mystery..
the day : had some delusional effect on me..
i understand it now : quite well..
the lesson : lies in father figures..
the role : which you play in society..
without ever playing for your family ...
or the society : which you 'claim' to 'lead'.
Kirand and Iphone 55 ..
unkles : you may sell out your daughters/wives : if it meant preserving your page 3 ego.
Diya : is a living walking example : a mommy.. who was 'innocent'..to believe in father figures/industry leads/ company patriarchs.
yet you made it kewl for her to lie...
to the limit : she ll be creating her own worst nightmare..
laughing with you : selling her future for dimes..
while you 'earn' and bathe in glory.
It was never above 'love'..
but a hack of me : randomness - why of us..
and why of 'chemistry'..
it took me few years : to become a family man : 3 years of deception..
never was going to 'settle' for 'pretty and proud'..
You made a 40+ responsible mommy : to an item girl for your bizzness..
and she is not the only 1...there are 'many'...
such 'fathers' : need to be fathered..
i may be few decades older : but being with you..
has awakened me to few truths..
i need to have a bigger stick - which is visible and known.
You are the examples of it..
the definition of 'man' : was challenges : i would redefine it ..
with 'smile'. 😁
further thoughts...
decades - younger in age..
mind : seems like a different matter altogether..
it is the choices : i think mine were complex/better : hence 'this'.