middle klass 'successful' peeps rarely realize the 'target'..
which success paints on their backs...
veronica is discovering it the hard way...
sure veronica is a mommy who used the baby as bait for ...
open relationships/familia..
but that 'bait' was programmed..
by society and frens / familia around her..
the glourious quantum computer of luserness..
which consumed all who try to rise above it..
feeling, emotions : are forces which run this dark hole of 'approval'..
the parties and the freebies : did raise expectations from veronica..
her royal familia : had an 'in' to the best balding place to 'dei engineer'..
...when its 'parties'...all loved her...
now when her most 'concious' choice - amit kumar is looking like a discarded umemployed pimp from gb road ( gandi lurvers red light area)...
the picture of page 3 success : is not looking 'good'..
all the 'gyan' which the queen spread around as googley-ness of arts/crafts..
is being questions..
the peeps : who would not dare to speak to her..
are now being rude ..
this is just too much for born princess leo manticore ideal mommy..
she is thinking 'aplology'...move over to the other side..
but it seems too late : she 'architected' her 'success' and 'future'..
with advise of 'baldies' seniority..
with approved team parties an hotel enlightenment sesssions..
with nobodies, uglies and neverbeens of service companies of lesser engineers..
the choice : was epic.
the results : are epic.
epic : is what a queen is !!
a queen hunted by the hive she created : epic.
lil peeps know...we are old..
and all these games...
did make it impossible - to play a father.
love evolves. it is not flesh after a while...
it is not page 3..
it just becomes kids and dogs.
there are 'few' dogs who know it.