dearest amit bro..
i really feel grateful : to have xrossed my path..
..i dont want to be : anything likey you..
even if it means : being poor and non googley...
i know : u thought veronica and i
: were truest love of nerdo geekies default engineers' picture u had in your bollywodiea mind..
: and the bhabhi : must ve been like the 'best universal' mrs veronica..
in this bhoujipuri metaverse of your mastiram minds..
i get the 'assumptions'..
they seemed 'logical'...
but you had to factor in the 'darkness'...
i dint really want more - loss of time..
bleh blah of weird...and uncertainity etx..
as i grew up in age...
i realized money is not really 'value'..
if it comes at cost of health/mind etx..
i never had a poorness thing..
kinda : had what i wanted : loved etx..
so u got me all rong : maybe its the avg company u keep around..
to feel : better..
all narcs do : make their own lil metaverse of godness.
i knew u were gawd and shades of it..for the dearie veronica..
a mommy in teens : is adorable..
i dont want any of it..
libailities and investments..
i invested a lot in peeps : i know how it ends with 'innocent'..
they think they are intelligent : and the guy who did it all..
did not really : do anything...
it really breaks in : when i take my time away..
the average-ness : becomes difficult to hide..
i had 'time' in this iteration..
had to clear the stack..
I really hope u enjoy veronica, google and whatever modern familia thing u got there..
i dont wish : any of it : really..
we value time : differently..
but thats coz : u successfully 'broke' me : kudos and all..
success to kavita sharma, ajay and associated : familia...got to love them.
take care unkle : familia is blouud..value it..
i am more of ...weird..
not the geek nerdo u expected ...
but stranger.