the thing till now...
...is really about gratitude and dealing with 'uncertainty'..
..from my perspective : i just joined dots ..
this is a function of any 1 : as values taught us, and biological body ..
programmed us for..
growing in body, then growing in choices.
as a kid, i was always attracted to weird, difficult..
it provided a kind of solitude..
the smoking ... was not really an addiction..
but was a cope : to be able to stand alone : for a 'purpose'..
a sure shot solitude : approved by capitalism and society..
if that path of delusions and solitude..which makes 1 engage in..
...kites, lattus, carrom, video games....coding and debugging...
and then joining the breakpoints : making sense of it..
why the breakpoint was needed : just to go on in exe of the unknown program..
written in DNA, updated by sun and earth..
with hammers of capitalism and religion..
they had to make sense..
and every generations' s work : does survive in stories and skills...
i just 'joined' the most lazy lcm of dots..
and thats is the kind of laziness : which i like..
which peeps : really learn as practical know..
it is about self development : god dint sent us as team..in blood or in religion.