Dear veronicas..

08 Jun 2025

Dear veronicas..
since u ll be unable to figure this out...
...i should make u 'understand' the why of 'this' - now ..
and past...

it is how we make sense out of randomness..

to understand : 1st examine the 'randomness' of all of it..
it was absolutely random : to meet you all...
coz : we came from different world..
absolutely : all of you : were random..

sure things happened...bleh blah...
and silence..

the difference is what you learned of the 'randomness'..
the memories : they can eat you up inside..

or you can walk guilt free : remembering the good 1s..

u ll : harry potter fans : who end up falling for rich hairy potter..
which is not hairy potter to begin with ..
but a poor copy..

u ll are good memories..
u ll come in 'darkness'..
when my life is at a crossroads..
and then there is hope...

hope which i know : when i see it..
it is not page 3..
it is the moments : when u were happy without 'money' or 'selfishness'..

those memories : are worth remembering the rest..
coz : those were 'guilt free'.