this is my personal 'delusion'...

this is my personal 'delusion'...
...and it seems to be too 'random' of a coincidence...
or maybe taquiyya which baal has been playing on me ...

it is the 'names'...

all the veronicas : who worked me : to make 'this'..
were names of 'worshipping' : god.

puja pooja diya ....oh so 'heavenly' 😇

when u name some1 like that..
it becomes quite a burden to ask them : why u so 'tricksy'? 😁

in their mind : they are made that way..
feminism and repression of ages ..
male hindu patriarchy and what page 3 programmed dem to believe..

and dey all really believe it..
all the bakras they use yearly...

is all justified : coz they made 'by god'..
in beauty and all the privelge of 'life' : that a man can give dem..

time is a given, respect is a must..
and no dare thee ask any question to the rare egyptian royal cats : leos..

it must be quiet humbling..
the 'answers' : dey are a burden..
who no 1 wants to hear..

but you really wanna 'tell'!!
cho chweet u r..!! timeless since 16s..

i know the hidden nature of you...
not needed : makes you 'wanting'...

twisted : is not even a right word to descibe it..

twisted with 100% reliability of it..
is more like it..

i think of all you like 'betaal'...
a ghost which hears a story : to make itself feel better..

yet it flies way to the proud tree : where she felt at home..
like a ghost : trying to relive those 1 moments of love..

as 'always'. 😁 😵‍💫 😆 😍 🥰
😇

further thoughts...

Did u know 💡 : no amit has ever 'won' over this 'ashish'?
...should ve told u : but ego would ve not 'believed' it..
ego / fat in brain : 486 born : wont really process it..
you know it now.

about veronica : it is like their hidden hack : society has programmed dem for it..
they are all 😍 for the 'weird'..
and you age : face : aukaat : future : page 3..
all of it...makes it quite : predictable..

but ... u ll make it 'memorable' ...till she makes u into a ragdoll...
thats : pre-decided.
: cruel : i noe.