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baldies ... the context of this story ..
is different : what and how u learn from your 'defeats'..
my defeat : was the belief of 'hinduism' son inherits the duties..
at that 0..
i had nothing : no time..
no 'hope'.
Thought i tried liquid copes..and smoking....
something in my core : hated alcohol...
it wanted to 'conquer' it..
in weird illogical ways of mine..
i saw it : consuming my parents..
in coping : for what society was doing to dem : hinduism..
yet they failed : in keeping up with 'expectations' of society..
it is the weird daughter - father thing..
there is something wolfie about it ...
and duties of 'brother = father' ...and more ..
if bollywood is to be 'believed'..
i believed it..
for a while...
and this was the same lesson : repeating itself..
few parameters : updated..
now : i was a father..
with similar circumstances..
the 'addictions' : different : resins and parties and fruity alkhul..
i did repeat : my fathers' mistake..
but it wasnt a mistake..
it was a son..
and it was my 'time' : to make different 'choices'..
did those 'wars' : update me : or kept me : defeated?
I have known it for a while : but delusions : do take time to settle in 😁