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it is quite 'alarming' : when it happens..
right in front of you..
fear : the cultivation of it.
call me a village armish boi..
but 'fear' is 1 of the things : which 'none' of my brethren knows..
they are logical about it : hence they were able to pull of most stuff..
few lost their limbs..but they are proud about it..
and he was not : when i was around..
when life got busy..
i saw him being 'fearful'...of trying new things..
failing at new things..
i could not understand why..
a kid who created a new 'linux' problem each day..
would suddenly start looking for 'safe'..
it was the unseen 'parenting'...
a kid being treated 'pretty'...
coz dey all ugly...
and i saw a kid : being afraid of 'failure'..
coz the other around it : would treat it as failure..
when alone : he ll scape through minecraft and make awesome devilish creatures..
but in 'happy family'..
he became aware..
there was my 'choice'..
i knew better : i did better...
i know better.