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kids and telco stalkies...
it was the assumed 'insults'...
which i never understood, which binod held : holy!
as employee no 14...who joined at 2 years of experience..
just a non telco guy : software engineer.
binod : thought he 'made' me.
sure : there were opportunities for every1..
yet, whatever i got...i did put effort in dem.
Things were easy in start : as any startup is.
difficult opportunities : big rewards..
that was 3 years of my ideal run..
mostly outside the country ...
saved from baldies.
sure they heard the 'feedback' from customers..
it would have been +ve...
else who becomes a principal engineer at ~4 years...
6 years of professional experience.
but dubai and global veronica happened..
and i thoth : i will work in india for a while..
work was done..
but the results : eaten away by seniors..
with the added dolly : of being 'confrontative'..
coz thee seniors : could not do 'jack'..
just pile on..
creating more work..
adding more labor : which was senior .. entitled
by the end of it..
i resigned..
only to be requested : to stay and think..
binod : thee telco god : had a 'plan'.
the plan : was dreams : esops..
which would have been 'million $' by now
i thought..
requested a break - a month..
mid life crisis : hit me..
but : was denied..
coz i was being 'billed'...
profitable slave : as they saw me..
even after slogging for years.
i persisted with my resignation..
which undermined 'binod' : the telco god : who 'made' me
exited : with hidden feelings.
those kuk feelings : which could not give me title or authority to do more..
were offended.
years : but kuk god : would come in : just to waste time..
create a perception.
i was off to being a head of r%d
at new company..
which might have angered him further..
with his kuk amits/ashish/amols : having incentive..
to own the work : defile it ..and own it.
i wanted to shove that god-sheep : down his balding 5 footiya throat.
in a way : his gods of telco : screw themselves in their chairs.
thats the kind of 'win' : i am after.
and they all know : i ll hit it..hard.
tell me if i am delusional after 15 years of 0 ..
for just being on my purpose : not worshippin baldies..
not hanging by their punjaabi words..
which never delivered for them : or future.
just kuks and group self touching: with eliteism of retards.