Hey Amit/Diya - holy pair of twin flames 💞
perception : thats what you are : trying to use : and even project..
....you are not 'thinking' ...logically...
it must be the pure proud ancestral roots..
the simpies and dimpies..
i have said N things ..
which feel 'offensive' for a G-lobal company.
your 'identity' - 100% of it : is based on being 'googley'..
the reason of the lies, stealing, 'affairs' ..and 'perversion'..
this google 'stint' : is the biggest win in your 'worthy' lives.
what has been done till now and would happen..
only proves the 'worth' of this 'title/life' for you.
it is not the money : it is what the 'perception' of having it..
does to society.
people : encouraged it : coz they will 'win' with you..
look pretty with you..
it gave you a 'purpose'.
i really have no qualms about it..
just my dissapointment with myself : initially.
then it came to 'choices' and 'values'.
I never bent on those.
i had to start believing in 'purpose' : it all happened for a reason.
reasons : which felt bitter..
but lessons : coz i did chose something : wrong.
it was being 'naive' and 'shy'.
that 1 quality : which is really a cause for disaster in a capitalistic world.
that was the 'hack'..
and my lesson.
my beliefs - values and algos..got me there..
and same : have rescued me too : coz i got there : as i left there..
random.
in my beliefs : random is god.
i had to just make sense of it..
i wasnt learning a pattern ...
and i was miserable : till i realized the pattern..
and how it would keep repeating.
leo : was the hint.
everything was predictable : a loop : the same lesson.
I learned it.
it was illusions.
and later on : hocus pockus..
then i had to learn it enough : to make it 'ineffective'.
now : its just delusional 'karma'.
whatevery you pray to : lets hope its god.
coz my God : is different.
Love : definition of it : i had to redefine it..
share an old shade of it - Unconditional love..
which people who never experiance it : take as : weakness
Thats the reason : diya ji is 'hooked' and 'obsessed'..
it is those moments : when she won : by herselves.
the feeling : is unique.
the feeling : is haunting..
not new to me..
just a pattern.
a spark.
a love of unconditional kinds : which is never as grand like 'a ciagra party'.
or page 3..
just a feeling : which was 'love'.
they dont require : relationships..
just : respect.
but i know : thats my definition...
yours is good, popular, and it sells...
we are allowed to 'live' : with our definitions..
it has nothing to do with 'work'..
and least : for kids..
coz my kid : is better off : not learning kuk page 3 'nice' pretty games..
May you live : happily ever after ..
where u dont care about what others think of it...
i dont : u should not either.... i think : thats 'love'.