Dear ModLits2a..
I am at a difficult point...
i think i ve caused enough 'hurt'...
to gain some semblence of a 'man'..
my definition of 'man' : is about 'balance'..
the problem which i face...
is when i think of 'collateral'..
most of these page 3 peeps...
have not really dealt with an 'empowered bihari'..
they are the worst insecure leaders..
petty : cant even start to describe it..
the habitus 'problem' ... is really about 'experience' and 'entitlement'
the up bihar baldies : who now call themselves as 'delhite' or ncr resident..
have not really dealth with their 'shadow'..
the kukness : is so much mixed with insecurtity..
they make the worst - leaders
like lalu : they have no 'shame'..
the collateral : has to get 'intelligent'..
i get it : most of them are co - conspirators in all this..
but : at some point of time : some 'self defence' should kick in..
i dont want to foretell the misery : i can impale them with ..
but I never met these people..
never saw them as 'enemy'..
but now : they are all the same..
it is not dharma snakat ...
but these guys : have families..
many of them : younger than me..
and the 'blot' : if it goes 'legal' : can bury their careers..
i have seen a live example of 'fall' : son in laws..
and how 'jail' changes them..
there is no 'man' left..
just a puppet of approval...
thats why...i dont want to write 'novels'..
it is always a tale of stupid, doing stupider things..
to a stranger..who might have cared more for some1's daughter..
than the ingrate who robbed them of their happiness...
cant do much..can i?
🙂