i can almost feel the anxiety...

20 Apr 2025

i can almost feel the anxiety...
baldies, googlers and familia...

i cant really 'know' how it 'feels'...
coming against a 0...
and then getting it handed back...

slow, calculated, cold..
and worst : the 0 'created' something which none of their puppas can do..
or even grandfathers did..

the 'value' system : is the 'problem'...
the thing is .... they have nothing to 'leverage' ....

career : blew it up
reputation : flamed it

no help, no money...

and a lot of will : to do what i have always done...
never back down.

and now : baldies and all elder-lies : would have to back down..
and even 'kneel'...
coz jail and infamy : both might hurt..

but i have to finish the document ...

a sunday : of different 'tune'...darker...coz being 'nice'...is 'weak'...