amit bro...
the thing about all this is..
i really feel guilty of acting like it..
accepting it on some level..
not realizing : veronica thinks that she 'chose' : wrong.
a choice : in now, future and destiny..
that happens : when veronica watches bit of bollywood..
get sold out on prada...
likes the speed of tesla..
it is like 'speed' : senior guys..
like a coffee of human being : expresso : the italian shot..
your daddy figures' role in a veronica..
they 'love' that 'past' u know...
not the future..
it is not like your kind : is very healthy in mind/body..
to 'perform' for 20 years...
max 5 : thats the kind of dark calculation : veronica did..
few years of fathers 'affection'..
and she ll have an alternative : healthy, younger and faster ..
it is just being 'careful'...'sales smart'..
the 'pipe' for 'life' : the good stable bois : and how they age...
best 1s : need to be 'around' : in agony and in 'hope'.
u never got the sweet darkness..
but here is to next few years bro..
may the bones have the strength..
and the mind : is ready to do some honest hardwork..
hope : has to be there.
coz for a veronica : who has been 'there' ...
further thoughts...
why a veronica : chooses a senor amit : it is the complete experience..
the real dark corners of a veronica : that would make it really 'logical'...
i dont know if i should share those thoths...
they are 'CDOs' of human darkness...
collected over 3 dark veronicas : why they do it : like a 'loop....
maybe later.
hint : men : dont last 'longer' in age - in indialand..
a known stat...