my biggest regret : 'respecting' veronica prime...

i dont really know : when people say 'respect'...

i think they mean 'soft words'...

but soft words : are for family and dependents..
the 1s who 'need you'...

workplace : mandates 'soft words'..
more so - when its a 'devi' x 'mommy'...

soft words somehow, communicated successfully..
they were heard, reciprocated..
work was done : time was respected..
this 'unique sync' at 'work' : was rare...

it becomes difficult : was it randomness..?
or was it 'sync' of words and feels?

the question was complex..
something more complex than anything i ever solved yet..

my understanding of family : was limited..
i wasnt aware of how i was viewed..
not entirely..

she knew..she asked..everything..
and then grew silent..

i told me - i was beyond 'repair'..
i knew it...my deepest fears : were true.

think about it : a bakra on sale : is already sold ..
'time' is what decides the 'festival'..
the royal meal : when families are formed with a meal of rare kinds..

i was a rare bakra...to those u knew it..
worth crores.
the 'identity' was sold and eaten.

i am quite happy about it..
that identity : was 20 years of 'respect' given.

this identity : is 0 respect. 0 veronicas. 0 mommies and amits.

Amit should write letters now...
i really dont know how to talk to people who think in money..
rather than 'time'.