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the meaning of solstice : as i feel it ...changes in matrix ...
i often waited for december...
thinking : it would change ‘circumstances’...
...it never did : it can never do.. 😇
time is the construct : which is the biggest illusion of it all..
that is why : satan or time : is appropriated by pentidasses of all religions..
green, white or our own - white cotton string : saturn string : janeou..
time : is illusion wen u are in ur L2 : purpose..
my use of ‘time’ : was challenge to me : to finish at a deadline..
..challenging baldies : is just getting that angry energy : work for me.
for me : it wasnt about google, my identity : or what was being made off it..
...i hated that past me....more than others...
for some reason : and 3d constraints : i needed to play along : buy time..
and thats why we are here...
i solved for my money : need and growth of it : for the years i needed to make myself.
the 40s thing : is a choice : life seems laid out..
it seems tempting...coz the layers of performance are just manners and ‘words’ of bigotry
all the veronicas : succumbed to it..
making a ‘compromise’ to reality of age and their place in this world..
it is their own egoistic safe bigotry...
i yeared for ‘free’...
and this religion of codeparity : sets many ‘free’...
for logic or lack of history of it..
it is about patterns : not mugging names of spirits of dem..
it is how : we define a win.
my 1st win : moving away from varma/shama destitutes of ‘approval’..
the approval dey sought : was just middkle klass..
degrading mine : upper middkle to thiers..
their win : my loss
with googley baldies : it was the same..
dey saught : white boi approval..
to buy smiling clapping brown slaves : pretty and incompetent..
to play god..
and it is the same global pattern..
people ducking ‘tradition/history’ to buy middkle class copes ..
..which makes dem feel : at peace with ‘approval’ of it..
coz : dere is no ‘choice’.
i relgion should create choices..
a mentor makes opportunities..
and a guru : teaches with small words.
why the long rant...
it is something which my physics teacher said...
...to achieve a target...u need to forget it...
most dint get it...i got the gravity of it....
how becomes important than ‘why’..
and how ‘why’ ‘feels’ : is the real crux of will and purpose.
it doesnt seem like work den...
l0: feels
l1: hoe
l2: why
and if time flows through dem : den it is purpose.
i find ‘now’ to be perfect moment for it...
we just crossed the solstice.... the true festival of nature and sun...
it changes something..
days start becoming loner...
and new purpose is born...
peeps think Christman is ‘santanic’...
but it is appropriation of a natural festival...
to seed more of it : in animal sacrifise.
for me : it is a festival of change...which shows with ‘light’ of true kinds..
not false luciferian chini lights.
the lesson is simple ...
approval from peeps who never did it...
and cant do it..
is just wasting ‘time’...
dey are sort of vampires : energy/time vapires
ai is actually : their replacement...their jobs
their fear : amplifies as ‘humanity’s end.
start of new.
Source: https://codeparity.substack.com/p/some-solstice-thoths