dearest amit bro jee..
..u noe - u are special to me...
...i ll share my special reasons with u - since u my best fren..
with veronicas - i never understood - 'why' of it..
the start - the awkward interactions...
and the eventual - bbye
for me - i had a mountain of work - for the idiots of past i was carrying..
...for me personally - i always had enough money - just 'time' was a problem
since u created all this 'time' for me..
i did all the experiments which i wanted to try..
the most intense of dem - was how body x mind work ..
my personal battle with auto-immune diseases..
...that was important to debug : for kid and future of it..
and happy to inform u - that debug is pretty much dome.
the other part - i never felt the other side of veronicas..
..usually - dey dissapear : implying stable boi was 'small' - man / money / future etx.
i never am - but those 'discussions' are much page 3 'assumptions'..
where peacock of easy, laxy men have an advantage - for the time ur kinds has..
for some puppa in industry or in family.
it is the feeling of being made 'whole'..
..to me - that is my personal miracle and proof of god...
rest was just - low iq desperate men and their predictable nature.
which was every1 around me - typical of middkle klass average.
...which brings me to why - u r special...
for the 1st time in my life - i noe how mommy feels..
...not in quantum of it - just the page 3 of it.
i would ve asked to try harder - but i knoe u cant..
..not anymore.
it is the money which buys people' words in middkle klass..
...and that stopped coming for some time now..
their 'reaction' : is quite predictable.
we do what we can...
and hence - i just wanted to assure u - logically and emotionally..
that mommy veronica and i - wont ever happen..
for the 1st time in my lifey - i noe who feels 'shame' and 'global' of it...
i think that is enough of ego or loss of it..
which will keep her away and quiet.
she was and is - always forgiven...if dere was any doubts.
but u are 'man' of sigma kinds - i think u should try harder...
...what would the kids think?
or the ex wives?
or the page 3 geetards - source of your 'power'..
dere is literally - * on line.
it is saturday ...
just reminding u - what is on line.
google wont likey looking 'genius' if this drama comes out in open. 😇
ram x ram
captain codeparity 🪐