dear amit bro jee...
...as latest amit[] - u might be feeling a lot of - *..
...i guess - me leaving u 'prompt-less>' or ambiguous...doesnt help either..
i gets it - u depend on 'her' for ur hole life..
...the 'us' - u tried to live for 5 years off few years...
.... of 'fascination' of healthy industry senior...
u want her to stop thinking about ded stable boi[prime]..
but it is likey - she cant...
it is logical and 'safe' for her to think - u are the gawd of her..
and the familia x metaverse u dreamed and lived in few year of hored lifey...
is the 'future' she should bet her life on..
that is absolutely - logical and strategic things to do...
i understand the 'needy-ness' of it ..
u at 55++ , is ur prime sigma - man..
but - it comes down to thinking : isnt it?
why cant she control her - thoths?
was not it her - thoths and imagination : which made all 'this' - happen?
or it would ve happened - anyways? destiny and stuff?
brings us back to the 'coincidence' synchronicity and 'time' ...
we never 'met'...
corona got us together..
and few months of frens - became the bedrock of your hole : life..
with mommy - bearing the cost of it all?
jaalim - choices !!!
ur best ded fren - prime boi stable.