regrets
...that is what i fear the most...
...and the reason i try - till i can...
veronicas have a copyright on making dem...
i honestly dont noe - how dey deal with dem..
i think there is some weird stock exchange in mind of veronicas..
where they create a metaverse : with every 'relationship'..
and map out fun, future and regrets dey can discard for 'better'.
for me - nothing which i bought or invested into..
turned out exactly as it said on packet...
but how i deal with it.
with people - the more words dey blabber..
the more insignificant their existence becomes..
it is a weird trick which idiots employ to win over others..
dey noe the human behavior which exists on 3 layers
the identity of human : is his work and world it creates : L2
his idea of 'words' and reach - love and hate : L1
and his idea of 'him' - how he makes sense out of his 'state' of alone. : L0
the trick which most of societal idiots play..
is dey try to debug L0/1 of the person..
to create and expand an idea of their 2 outer shell of 'identities'
the most senile idiots - play jumping to conclusions as 'strategy'..
..and fake white boi ball sucking geriatrix : tend to reduce any1 to surname x name
veronicas' like L2 identity..
and dey work backwords - top down approach..
the L2 : has to look 'good'..
rest can be 'adjusted' - via money, comforts and people
the L0 : is their worst truth - which is never realized..
it is deliberately filled with noise and 'choices'
....justified by 'feminism'
the L1 : justification of how it 'feels' ..
becomes cope of similarly hurt ugly of females..
who try to justify dere aiming for above their 'l2'..
as futile and failure of veronicas L0
L2 - the great sooraj bharhantiya familia..
..with kewl brainless crowd - becomes her 'self' on all layers.
humans adjust to everything..
and thats how veronicas adjust to life of 'masks' ..
as long as the ugly and retard dey surround demselves with..
are able to provide - happiness of cats.
thats why i tried harder..
..i dint want to have any 'regrets' - just how it felt..
and we all - die someday.
we no gods in matter - but we all live the loop unless we deal with it.
a life or loop of it - is just the 'illusion'
.... but i guess music provide that links to 'moments'...
of choices and 'metaverses'..
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