zee Google ... good morning.
...i guess i have to share a big 'secret' with all today...
i never expected any of dem to tell the truth, kneel or do - anything 'nice'. 🌻
it is the 'indian-ness'...
it has different flavors and different seller and brokers.
whenever i would travel outside the country..
i was judged for it - the kind of 'indian' : people treated me as.
it was always with - 'low expectations'...
...which would become - 'pleasant surprise' - as we went along...
it always started with a bad taste in mouth..
...but ended with how well i performed.
i could never make sense out of it - considering the page 3 bolly x holly - 'indian'..we get to see.
the reality - these 90s 'indians' - did worst of things - wen representing 'india'..
...performance, no confidence, no knowledge - nothing...
just polite yes man - vague answers.
afraid of conflict - encouraging 'confusion' - to hide in it.
in their minds - dey call this behavior - 'survival'
...while dey played 'politics' for becoming 'favorite' of white boi..
coz white boi 'words' - decided their indi outsourced - careers.
wen i thoth deep about it..
it was a disturbing realization...
these guys - were carrying such a lame, corrupt idea of india..
which was representing their fearful fathers - raised in scared households..
in corrupt of 70/80/90s indiya..
where power meant living under thumb of some local politico or strong men.
my familia - was that family 😁
so - i never really was raised with inferiority complex..
...or conventional 'morality' systems...
i was taught - to enforce morality - as needed.
that kind of 'upbringing' - is rare and not middkle klass in indiya.
...i knew what i was dealing with - hypocrites of indiya..
which think of it as weak, corrupt and run by power brokers hiding as simps of lala/baniya or politicos.
...wen u noe the 'algos' of weak men - rest is easy to predict...
...i needed to use time - to make demselves - show their limits - globally.
hence the plan and 'time'.
these bajwas, mitesh and hence ur pappu x kurien/2 - are half men of past..
...who are scared of indiya - for hoe low dey noe it...
and hoe dere fathers defined it.
we are not the same - dem are last gens ' slow exports.
not indian just marasmus of men/will/mind and 'imagination'.
ram x ram
captain codeparity 🧠