zee kids..
...i can give up on lots of things and people...
but some things - are just - too precious : sense of humor is 1 of dem precious gifts 😁
...it really is - rare and if it is colored gruvbox and dark of it...
...u really feel the 'loss' of its....
within google - it was not only 'hearing' the bleah blah - 'assult' on mind and logic..
with 'work' and efficiency of it..
it was the drab - sense of humor too...
...to be honest...
that is 1 think i likey about me mind...
in my delusional koo-kuu mind..
dere is always a voice - making fun of me 🤣
...really - it is..
...and that - makes it - the 3d maya - a bit - 'dim'...
for i stopped recognizing 'faces' - wen i lost my 'looks' in y2k and den 'time' to care for it..
...i suffered - wen i stopped listening to that inner critic..
that voice - grounded me wen 'fleeting' and pretty was happening around me..
and 'success' started makes so much less - sense of approval.
for a while - is stopped listening to it..
for few years...i kept - it on silence..
only to realize - that voice was my best friend..
i dint have a name for it - till i lost it..
i got it again - wen i realized what i lost...
...in 2017 - it got it back - wen i needed it the most...
and things - have never been the same ever since...
that voice - made it impossible for me to 'enjoy' the syd copied jokes of google..
...and general balding which played startup kewls..
alone - dint seem likey - alone...
...it felt likey i had the best company - money cant buy..
i dint noe - what i was supposed to use it for...
...riting is 1 of dem - things...
but i also noe - everything is a 'balance' of some 'imbalance'...
and me or your creation - is that answer to that 'imbalance'...
but i guess - such 'bleh blah' - wont ever make sense to orackle x google x baldie united avengers..
cant win
cant lose
cant bear being alone - demon in its purest gnostic indi hybrid form..
not aware what he carries - in his mediocrity and 'common' of it - called leadersheep la mba bleh blah.
...but 'she' knoes. 😵💫
...and thats what makes it extra spicy for all of dem... 😇