zee kids..

zee kids..
...1 of the things 'experience' teaches u...
...is what is really at stake..

i have to tell u a rohini baniya kuk story in shorts..
i saved a dog...she had a pup..
they grew up in my - yard..

but the baniya familia all around - were deeply jealous
of a single house - occupied by 2 peeps : me and my late mom..

the ancestral bihari kuk : could not lay a finger on me..
but he beat the dog..the pup..
who was too 'trusting' due to - being brought up in save of me home.

the innocent pup : ended up paying price of my ego..
or my 'silence' of bihar around...
that made me hate - rohini for all intents and purposes.

with veronica auntie..
she dint realize - she was a pup..
playing with shameless, cutthroat - hyenas...
using age and 'respect' to act kuk..
their 'casteist' gang formation : was a cause of 'weakness'..
not strength..

it is difficult to explain to a wide eyed forever 26 veronica..
that her 'trusted' mentors..
would do the same to 'her'...
if i am 'gone'...and she is the last - risk to their 'gravitass'.

i ended up treating mommy veronica as gwen stacy..
..for reasons of ego : logic never worked in their dreamy minds..

i hope u understand..
stable boi duties and unkle awareness : requires much thoth..

for better or worse - it was for the mommy of her..
..why i ever listened : i had some 'respect' left for 'familia'.

she sold home..
..i wanted to have her the 'house' and respect of it..
but alas - bad company and fruity seniors : are a toxic mix..
which aids 'feminism' in proud and ego.

we do what we can.

thanks and tc - dere are amits and desperate baldies - everywhere
perfect product of middkle klass mugging education..
and unlived - undeserved - fantasy of leadersheep.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pTXCuJMo118&

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