dear amit jee...

dear amit jee...
good morning... 🌷
...it is saturday...

and i dont want to 'preach' any more ..
i think we taught enough..
and people learned a lot..

a lot of people - might not understand why auntie stuck to it..
..despite 'noeing'...

the core reason - is 'identity'..

sure pretty : is a sure shot way to get an opportunity..

but sometimes - sugar daddies and puppas and wannabbes..
simpies and dimpies..
entitlement of pretty..
*...lot of reasons..

never let the pretty : understand the hard work which goes on..
engineering : is not really - difficult..
i guess - i made it sound - easy...

it is a big problem with sensei-ness...wen u just are starting to walk

anyways...i think my scars - made my identity..

sure i was a pretty boi - some decades back..
scars - made me 'earn' with 0 people on my side..

my most assignments - were 'solo'..most out of country..
and within indiya - it was a lot of 'challenging' - 'people'..

so wen i 'won'...i dint need any1 to tell me - i earned it..

it is a 'belief' - which doesnt require - approval..

do it for few decades - with 'profiteering' relatives and frens..
.. i understand i was winning with -1..

dey were always - undercutting me ..
dey dint just have any power on me..

this was the 1st time - dey thoth dey did..

anyways : identities need to be 'earned'..
coz that is 1 thing - no 1 can take away from u..

identity is skill which creates value and money...

...that is the big 'hole' - which u keep hacking...

she can never understand - what it likes to stand against a crowd..

it feels - quite empowering....

it seems - worth it..

and u all saw the dog colonel video....
...nothing shakes me...

coz - i have seen - much worse - odds.

it just reminded me - of older savage times...where i won : flawless

the lesson..
never hunt what u cant kill

i noe wen i hunt.

ram x ram
captain codeparity 💮

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wd36Y4gj9as