dear veronicas... 🌼

dear veronicas... 🌼
...it has been such a journey into psy/ops...to get a hint of mystery..
that is you and tries to live like it.

the mystery : wen started with 'deep'...
...not many people have power to convince me - that i lack much..

but your continued - 'influence' : despite loops of you..
...did ask a lot of questions - about the 'bar' i was competing against.

compete - the word has been a joke for me..
coz anything i put my will to - wilts down - slowly but always.

the difference is the cause and effect...
...to a lazy engineer likey me...i dont really care about - opinions and people..

for me - dey got too much spare time..and lots of insecurities : to spend time in making 'opinions'..
..i would rather waste my time in debugging some obscure program..just to feel the intents and moods of its - maker..

u ll think open source is a drab geeky field..
but sweets - u are so 'kewl' to understand the work and intents which make the best of what is available..

call me biased or just idiotic..
i think most of open source projects - start with a strong disappointment - with world and hence who makes it..

it is devil wears prada - in software and computing..
the puppas which filled u in with 'entitlement' of 'control'...
did so - before dey stole rights or fairness from rest of the world..

to come home to you - and teach u 'control' and how to lead the pesky of engineers likey me..
money or beuts of it.

i tried getting money - only to realize i ll always have 'less' than ur puppas - bio or acquired hornie unkles.

i began debugging 'why' of it all...
why the iphone i so hate - will 'all' in my body/soul...
is loved by the person who claims to 'like' me...

it became devil and its minions - smiting u off 'shiney'...
...and den it became clear - i need to makey a better - 'phone'..

something which puts that late stevie jobs to - shame.

in simplicity, in cute and in shiney.

the path is treacherous, laid with idiots and geriatrics..
but it before the ritual of y2k was started - and your soul was sold for luv fur it - iphone $699.

it became battle for spirit - illusion for the 'body'.

happy forever bdday! 💐

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