dear amit jee...

dear amit jee...
...while i am working on the symbol...
making a new home for it...

i cant help wondering...
how to frame the comics...
how to make it nice for kids...
give dem hope for 🪔

i think i have a 'balance'...

i think what makes the 'storie'......
.... quite interesting is how we treated 'her'

in our luv and hate

weirdly : call me biased..
i still think i treated her 'nicer' : even in 'hate' of it all...
while ur 'love' : turned her into 'success'

i think kids and veronicas of dem ...
need to understand the 'imaginary' of her...
how the story would ve ended...
if u were not there - 'hacking' her insides using 'past'.

i think u hacked gratitude..
to make a destitute out of all of dem..

that is not the kind of story - kids would likey...
i think they would rather have a teenage version of auntie..
where she acted with 'hope'...
rather than surrendered to 'seniority' for lack of it.

i think we have 'why' comics are different from 'novels'..

we will make it 'imaginary' with different 'metaverses'...

with the common theme of complexity of feminism..

in teenage : she left and kept around..
to keep her 'proud'...

while in novels - she 'won' by smoking amit and baldies..
for becoming proud 'devi' of it.

i think we need 'hope' rather than 'reality'..
to 'seed' new hope..

even if last of 'hope' : surrendered to capitalism and nihilism of it.

not asking - just rubbing in the kind of men we are..
were..
and always would be.

thanks .

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