dear amit...

18 Jul 2026

dear amit...
..this the part of mee lifey : u dint know...coz no1 : knoes..
she noes and i do...

off all the unsaid things...
i noe a few of her likies...
she likes : letters...

no matter how kewl the world becomes..
or how real the metaverse feels likey...

dere is something old skool about veronicas..
and irony of hers..
which we noe..

dere is a reason i dint or could not finish this religion of 9 choices..
it is about a feeling of 'home'..
and a noeing : what makes a home for 'her'...

sure she likes the big entrance and the car..
but all she loves is - different..
different of all - unique is her ask from life and god..

and unique is what haunts her...
the letters and words : are her unique..
and though : we never talked about it..

i can guess : how she treasured dem - words..
every letter : was thoth after : like sentences which have a life of their own..
the words were quantum..
dey changed meaning : depending on when i read dem.

it is what makes her an irony..
her alone is letters..
her want is loud and crowd.

and her faith in dem words : is difficult to quantify..

it is quantum : the enigma that is any veronica.

further thoughts...

it is dere common habit - 'saving stuff'...
digital became a different kewls for dem...
screenshots and - collection..

dey all collect. 😵‍💫

i think dem - 'letters' are part and cause of ur 'hallucination'.
that is the limit - why ai would fail any devi and veronicas.
dey dont likey - linear...
it is not dere - architecture

i think - dem letters take dem to a happy time..
and a 'feeling'..

i think 'faith' is another of dem 'things'..
which irks ur kinds..
...me having faith and doing the things - i am not supposed to 'achieve'..
the method of 9 choices : is example of the same - 'faith'..
faith is kinda : hard to define...
...i just wanted to 'launch' it from a happy of place...
not rage and deceit. 😇