amit jee : i hope - becoming 'self aware' ...

04 Jul 2026

amit jee : i hope - becoming 'self aware' ...
wont hamper your 'work'

i think of it - as 1 of the cases of 'hacking' of consciousness.

u had 2 kinds of 'awareness' - wen we met

the public personna : and the 'why' of it..

the 'why' of it - seems logical - become a hotshot page 3 leader..
with squeeze of wife : ensured by 'secrets' and 'ciagras' ..

but what made that 'why' of u..
is the real lesson - it is time and easy of choices..
made over it.

to be honest...this is the 1st time i went into full mode

i wanted to 'feel' - 'why' of it..
the 'high' of it..

it is quite - addictive..
and contagious

i wanted to 'debug' it...coz 'why' became more attractive..
than mommy of it.

hence noe of it....no regrets : only gratitude of why. 😘

further thoughts...

i think : we created a new path for kids..
with much logic and living results of dem

quite worth it - maybe the best story of ur life : if u take the 'personal' out of it.

our souls are shards of god...some are bigger..some are useless.