u noe amit bro...
...in a way : it is your belief : in your unworthy life...
...1nce u start believing : every1 is a pimping something...
and get rewarded by finding dem similarly useless idiots..
with a workplace grandPa : who did it all : with 'age'..
it becomes another 'protected environment'..
where unkle amit : suckles the bosom of corporte..
the result of this 'nihilism' : of demeaning 'self' and valuing others with same - page 3 perspective..
i think u never really respected 'her' as - she thoth of life / love - practical balance.
for mommy ; it became quite - regular..
a sort of compliment : for the pretty : to be asked out for...
it became a 'safe' : being officially married..
means : she ll get default pass : unless she 'commits'..
which would never happen..
for her game : became noeing : love is a fleeting - feeling..
'freedom' la feminism : is what truly counts.
...and u cant blame her for it...coz it is 'bosses' likey u..
who define - title, pr, money and applause of it.
u look at her like a tool for 'success'..
and she looks at u like another step of success.
success : which page 3 likes : is your happy.
hence the meek end to a kuk corporate drama for money.
shorrie. 🥰
further thoughts...
it is sort of definition of 'self -respect'..
in a way - mommy values her with 'easy ' of choices..
i guess she thoth 'chemistry' means - more..
it just meant - friends.
the girl college upbringing - makes holes in ur idea of men.
if boss is a bihar 'gentleman' : than it is kinda - expected.
i guess she never imagined a south delhi guy : who prefers : less of bleh blah.
it is the idea of 'asking out'...
for guy like me - it is almost impossible..
yet - it was so easy for her..
her 'value' : was just 'chemistry'...
...kinda syd : the chemistry of teammates : was her 'bar' of 'love'.
it is product of past of amits and quality of men - love - feelings - relationships.
for me - it was just : testing the 'bias' of me..
sort of recalibration of the complex tuning fork of our 'mind' 😵💫
...what parts : did i fell for and why...
the meaning of all of it..
wen it was not the 'intents' : for i wished to be 'free' - just likey 'this'.
for any sane man - who has 'danced' to drama of any hindu marriage..
..being single : is absolute bliss.
a detox from society of drama : made for 'purpose' of loosh.