dear past...
...it the poisoning thing which happened in terra 666..
the 'rebirth' : was quite 'real' 😵💫
it was as real - as we can feel real is...
the physical body was sure - weakened for months..
den a year to purge that out..
realizing the 'delusion' - of it all...
the story - was quite comical.
it was the month - wen i was puking everything out..
even water - dint suit me...
extreme sort of - water fasting...
it leaves u in a state of 0...
it is quite weird u noe .... sometimes it becomes an illusion..
whether u are 'driving' it ...
or the 'real' is happening..
or your mind is playing tricks on you...
coz 'real' is not so different..
u are forced to rewrite ur beliefs..
what worked - what failed - what is ded..
a lot of it - was ded : just waiting for 'signatures' and few - majority
it dint make much sense to me..
money and people : seemed likey both were deceivers..
who used title and age : to justify the acts..
yet - something kept - alive..
it was noeing - that kids and dogs : would be in care of idiots..
who are savage enough to kill : for few shmeckles : which dey cant 'earn'
dad failed, mother failed - ancestors failed.
yet - the lure of page 3 pride : was so overpowering...
and the 'encouragement' of lusers who laugh for kicks of gossip..
was too - mediocre majority
i realized, in india - age is the true weapon..
and i got a golden chance and will to show what should be done with 'age'
ashram and jail
seclusion and humiliation..
with no claim or even ability - to promote the chud of produce.
of any - surname of religion.
thats what made it prove to me ...
final test of null pointer da shiva : poison..
and making it a weapon, fire or - words.
sure it is kuk matrix 6.0 : but who sais its not - 'real'?
u are : or are u even a figment of my imaginary delusional mind?
good - we have upi and cash records with aadhar and telco records 🤣
that is what makes it real and a lesson for comics of unkle kinds.
aukaat - of indelible - until exit (-1)
helpless - loosh producers..
living each day - wishing for me to fail...
...dey neva learnt from history of me.
unkle comics : digital soon.
further thoughts...
it is the origin of 'captain codeparity'..
why of his 'search' for the 'symbol'...
a mysterios prophet - his mysterious words..
and dots - which will keep joining with 'synchronicities' in 9 boxes..
we ll make it 'teen' friendly. total dei characters - white bois, masons, indi alfreds, banglaholeys and imported delhi. 😇
en example of path of chosen...
it is full of page 3 likeys 😂
that 'state' of 0 : is commonly called an NDE..
this wasnt my first...
but even that feels delusional...
this time - i asked questions which mattered..
the question - was always what would i have to do wen i go back...
this time - it was 'nice' 😵💫