zee balldies...
..about the 'strategies' - u played on mee...
...i think the big part - was 'constraining' mee..
after the masslow of it..
...it was supposed to be - 'money' and home stuff..
home : is work in progress - it is a big house - haweli of sorts..
so - that is wip..
work : is from 'home'..
it is quite 'nice' u noe... i guess u never really 'debugged' it - properly..
..that o - level pmp great- must ve - inflated her physics failed - logic..
so lemme - explain..
i never wanted to work after - btech..
but - i had to...
ever since den - i ve been working to - justify me late fathers' - expectation.
much before - google ...i did realize the jealousy of it all..
so working for chumps - even google : was not even a consideration..
this is the first time - i am working for mee - whims..
about the 'money' stuff...
it is my habit of - delusions..
it leaves much less time - for page 3 stuff..
and most money peeps spend - is for page 3..
so i took it light ..
and explored the lows and highs of middle klass..
diff places - diff peeps..
upper lower and all...kinds..
few things ve become quite clear to me...
it is the education and tv - movies etc..
which shape society ...
which is why - it became - important..
for me kids and more of dem..
coz it is really an existential war - on their future..
and what resources : would be allowed to dem..
or most importantly - if dey would be 'dedicated' enough..
as u see around - i see no baba..
no popular guy - talking purpose..
just - popularity...
i noe - that doesnt - work in an era likey this..
but i wanted to be neo of that..
built from ground 0 ..
from the very home where i was born..
and scale it to the world.
u dont figure in it..
coz few wars - are 0 sum games.
and i think a bit bigger than that..
..mee lifey : is a living example of 0 and 'success'..
the other part of it - god and mee connect..
that is what solitude and gratitude of non page 3 kinds : would do..
it has been a pattern for me - since 2003..
but sure - it might look likey 'impossible' for ur - made easy lives.
...i noe u are all - snooping around..
but i noe - what gutter i left behind...
u cant help ur nature..
but this aint about u
i likey to keep u guessing though..
shows the size and 'man'.
further thoughts...
people who can never 'earn' tht much...definitely noe more then spending more.
i always was short of ways to spend money...
for goals were too big..
and the 'help' around - was too destitute..
noe - even with my money and inheritance of it - dey still : destitutes.
and more in future ..
coz ...it might hurt - dey really middkle iq - hence their income brackets.
cant grow beyond the cock roach jar 😊
klass is kinda - taught by ancestors..
not in words - in actions and intents...
...it made some poetic sense to me - complete me work at me birth home.
for me - the biggest 'wonder' has been - time..
u peeps - spend so much time : in manipulating others..
that it becomes - comical..
how better would can be - if u just think for - urselves.
coz what sells as 'leadership' at linkedin - is just useless popularity of parrots.